Another good day. Feels good to say that! I had my appt with my C today, I've started going every other week instead of weekly. We talked a lot about the progress I've made in these 8.5 months that I've been seeing her. She asked me what change I have noticed the most in myself and without a doubt it is the anger. I had a pit of anger I used to carry around with me and it dragged me down, and I am so glad I'm not angry anymore.
I admit that I am nervous about my future. I feel confident now that I will be able to handle things different in relationships in the future, but it's easy for me to say this because I'm alone.
The best way to describe what I mean is let's say I am a drug addict who goes to in patient treatment for 90 days. While I'm there I learn a lot about learning how to cope with things other than using, but the true test is how I will cope in the real world. When I don't have my therapist holding my hand. It will be interesting. At least I feel confident about it.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
