Not quite there yet.

There is a freedom in having ZERO desire to R.

However I am fighting anger right now as well.

She is just such a freakin' IDIOT!!!

And if it wasn't for D I could never have this creature in my life again.

But this B is going to be in my life forever. More sadly, a "role model" for D.

That....

Makes me angry.

But....as I have found throughout this process...

These feelings pass. And in TIME...it will be OK.

I do have a sense of relief as well. Like you said. Knowing the outcome is nice. We live in a state of "what if" for so long. I will focus on the current details needed to put the legal side of this behind me for now.

After that is complete. I will be left with only my future. And making it happen in the now.


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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.