E, Sending more big hugs your way: ((((())))). I think you can use all you can get right now.
It sounds to me like you are being as strong as you possibly can through this for your kids. Give yourself a pat on the back. I know it has to be harder than I can ever imagine.
I am glad to hear both you and your H are open to MC. I hope you find a really good one.
Originally Posted By: Endeavour
Google Analytics indicated someone from her area was on my personal website (for my job) and I never get hits from that area so H and I are pretty sure she's watching me. Great.