any chance:
thanks for your comments and support. I was reading some of your story, sorry to hear about it. I am right now completely devastateed, feeling as if execution day is in the offing, 6 weeks away. I have never had these symptoms of depression, literally no sleep last night, although in general I have been sleeping at least 5 hours per night. The guilt that I feeel for lost opportunities in this marriage is really eating away at me, and yet.... I know this will pass , may take a long time, but it will, again, thank you for your kind words, I am finding that the support of friends, both known, and newly met, is my biggest asset. Thanks again!
Gunny


m 54
XW 48
m 12
t 14
bomb 6-11
s 10-11
wife moved to other state 10-21-11
d 9-12

O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!