You're right, V...I'm trying to power through all of this because I want to be over it NOW.
Makes sense.. after months of hurting.. who doesn't want this at times.
Originally Posted By: Telemark
A few weeks ago I was satisfied with the progress I had been making. Lately, though, the reality of the situation and the feelings of loneliness and abandonment have been taking over that sense of satisfaction. I've been comparing myself to the OM and inventing reasons why W is so drawn to him. I wonder if I will be alone for the rest of my life, and question my ability to love and be loved. I want to GAL but often feel paralyzed by my own insecurities.
Oh I get this. The feelings above mixed with some of the realizations you've been having about your w. Of course insecurities come up. I face it too... all the time.
Originally Posted By: Telemark
I do need to breathe and live life despite what is going on, because what I'm doing lately isn't working.
Good realization. You'll figure it out. I have complete faith in that!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
