Journaling.... this time of night is ALWAYS the hardest. W is sitting there on the other couch texting OW. They went out tonight -- OW, W and some other people...to dinner. She comes home and spends the night texting.
WTF could they possibly have to talk about for hours? ILYs only go so far. Geeeeeeze......
I get really down at this time of night. After S4 is in bed, W pretty much is 'with' OW...until bedtime. Why waste my time even thinking about it? Cause it's in my F*in face!!!! I guess I could leave the room, but it's my home too, and I struggle through this....NOT SAYING ANYTHING>>>>>> every damn night.
What to do? Just when we had a great evening...now this S***. Oh, the rollercoaster ride. I'm gonna hurl!
leave the room or the house.
Why stare at it?
Protect yourself...don't stand there, wanting to stomp your feet fuming...
You have free will, You are not "grounded"...don't be a masochist.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
