Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

thanks alone for the support. I'm hanging in = determined to show myself that I can DB the He** outta this. This silly teenage rude inconsiderate hurtful behavior --- I will simply not acknowledge.

I do talk to W -- WHILE she's texting sometimes. Distract her my DB coach said. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it does not. Just wonder what they have to discuss for hours? Like I said, it doesn't matter -- but if she would talk to ME....

I know, 25 says it will heat up before petering out....I wish I could wake up after it's over. Watching her face while she texts for hours is so painful. Keeping my mouth shut....priceless. LOL. I CAN DO THIS> You're right. Got to think of my intact family in 5 years. Duct tape - meet mouth. PMA. As if As if As if. Detach detach.

Think I'll take your advice. Go to bed with my Nook. Got some mindless mysteries i can read. Thank you Alone. Your support is really helping me right now.