Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

Journaling....
this time of night is ALWAYS the hardest. W is sitting there on the other couch texting OW. They went out tonight -- OW, W and some other people...to dinner. She comes home and spends the night texting.

WTF could they possibly have to talk about for hours? ILYs only go so far. Geeeeeeze......

I get really down at this time of night. After S4 is in bed, W pretty much is 'with' OW...until bedtime. Why waste my time even thinking about it? Cause it's in my F*in face!!!! I guess I could leave the room, but it's my home too, and I struggle through this....NOT SAYING ANYTHING>>>>>> every damn night.

What to do? Just when we had a great evening...now this S***. Oh, the rollercoaster ride. I'm gonna hurl!