I must have hit a wall, because I am surprisingly calm considering my interaction with my H today.
I have been keeping all communication with him brief and to the point. Since I found out about the OW, I really don't want to talk/text/see him at all. He called, I didn't answer, he texted, I waited to respond and ignored a couple of the jabs he took at me.
Tonight he came to D's class, and I was polite but didn't really talk to him. He noticed right away I wasn't wearing my wedding band and asked me if it was intentional or accidental. I told him I didn't want to argue and that Ds class was not the time or place. He wouldn't let it go, and I finally told him it didn't matter. He told me he felt like I was 'done' and I told him, maybe, but I'm not sure (after the OW revelation this was a honest answer- still having a hard time wrapping my head around that).
Anyway, then he asks me if I want to talk tomorrow night in person. I asked him what he wanted to talk about, and he replied 'us'. Ugh. I just can't stomach the 'how are we going to handle the D' right now, and that's what I told him. He acted shocked that 'that's where my head was at'.
So we're going to meet tomorrow night, but I have no idea what to expect (and I'm trying to not have any expectations).
Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Like I said, if I do this without expecting something to come of it I can't be disappointed, right? I really don't think I'm ready for much anyway, or at the very least I'm just numb right now...
The absolute worst part? I think my D is really starting to show signs of stress from this, she's been in trouble from all of her teachers already. And that truly breaks my heart...
