Thanks Julz. You hang in there also. I am pretty sure there is not anyone else. I just broke his heart and now he says he can't feel the same way about me. He says if I need a kidney I am his guy. But he is just so sad, withdrawn and just actually distraught that I can't seem to pull him back to thinking that anything can be different. He feels that he really has tried and he really did say something for 9 years. He is just absoolutly shocked that I think this is different than "any other time." But honestly, I did not see it.
