I was DB'ing but just discovered an affair

[NTX_Dad]

LC -

I am not sure why we are moving forward with the divorce to be honest. I don't want it, she's the one who has started this whole sitch.

It's very strange. She gave me the ILYBNILWY speech last April, and she had said things occasionally over the summer that confirmed she still felt that way.

She told me last night that I will always be her best friend. But best friends don't typically get jealous or kiss. Heck, we even went way further than a kiss just three weeks ago.

The common theme I hear on here and from a close friend here is that I need to work on making her miss me. I went several days without seeing her and when she came to the house, she seemed to have missed me and touched me several times while asking about my week.

I won't see her this week, but I have almost the same dilemma for this coming Friday. She has a pair of tickets for Friday to a singer that we really enjoy and she asked me to go. I want to go because I like the singer a lot, and when we go out we have a lot of fun like we are dating again. So I want to go badly, but know that I have to detach some.

Maybe I could go this one last time and then detach and create mystery...? There are no other events coming up that I am aware of that we would want to do together.