Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

I was checking in reading a few posts - but haven't had time to post myself yet. Seeing family was really nice. W and I had dinner last night. I will have to post specs on that later b/c I have some questions.

AND I did NOT talk anything to death ---!!! Rubber band on wrist --- knife/salt in wound...no R talk. I've kept that promise to myself over a week now. YAY!!

Will post later tonight. Look forward to insight. Wish I had more for others.