I've got 54 days to receive a miracle.

[tadpole1025]

Thought that I would stop in and update a little bit.

I am completely dark. It isn't really that bad either.

I haven't talked to W at all since she sent all those crazy texts last weekend.

She called S16 Friday afternoon and asked him what I had planned for the weekend and what time I usually got off work. What the hell for?

She tried to call S18 but he did not answer. They ended up texting back and forth and S18 started jumping on her again. He apparently really let her have it. He is really tired of her sh!t. I don't blame him for feeling the way he does, but I told him to lay off a little bit. The question is: if he keeps arguing with her about this whole situation, could it make things worse?

She has been in Replay now (as far as I can tell) for about 15 months. Wish I knew how long this lasts.

She tried calling my cell phone tonight. I didn't answer. She left a voicemail and asked if I could have S20 call her because she wanted to talk to him.

I'm really dreading our court date. It is set for October 14th.

I continue to pray for a miracle.

I've had some decent days lately. I've also had brief moments of happiness, but they are only brief. Very brief.

Still want her back.......

Tad