I'm Still Here Pt Deux

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Just out of curiosity.. what was the intent of your text response? You said you are hurt by him saying nice things and then retracts them immediately. Do you think your response was a reaction of that hurt? Were you trying to set a boundary?

Yes, I think so. It was more of a why are you giving me a compliment and then taking it back for? What is the point of that?

Only 2 people asked me where H was the entire night, and I was glad. It hurt when one woman said "You guys were perfect for one another!"

I just smiled and said "stuff happens. I'm good." And she dropped it.

I saw people I haven't seen in 10+ years. Some of them I didn't even recognize! I got a lot of compliments on how I looked, and I actually felt beautiful.

It felt good to go out, be with no date, and still have a blast.

This has been a very, very hard year but probably the best summer of my life.