"I'm lost, confusd and I can make sense of anything anyone is saying. This is the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I've tried so hard to be strong, I have no energy left. Everytime I see her I'm not able to breathe...I have panic attacks."
It's all fear. YOu're afraid. When you're afraid, you do all the things above and lash out at others. Like I said, been there done that.
25 brought up the same issues I had. Let me put it to you this way ... I've been at this for 3 years. You've only been at it for a month or so. It does get better.
I don't take things personally. My take is that you have a choice to listen or not. It's up to you. In my case, sandi and 25yrsmlc were the biggest influences that kicked my butt.
If you have any other questions. Ask away.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
