I know I shouldn't have any expectations, but I really am more upset that he is clearly seeing someone and continues to lie about it. It also makes me angry that he so adamantly told me he doesn't want ME to see anyone (not that I want to or have plans to) while he goes off and picks up a GF.
Detaching is so hard, but I will work on it. I am trying to lay low after this revelation so thank you for giving me a push.