H also said in text that not having money was killing him. he has been in that place so many times you would think he would learn to stop spending. this shows what an addiction he has to spending. some of his mail still comes here and people that did work for him are threatening to sue him for not paying. his spending is out of control. It was like living with an addict, i cant do it anymore. i am really sereous about filing i have to get some things in order first though $ and tex stuff L told me last time i went. i have to take responsibility for my life.
