Well, it's good that you have something like tennis you are so passionate about. I bet you light up when it's time to play. Sports are a great way to help get you more positive. Bring that positivity into the rest of your life. You make me want to go out and play basketball right now!
I'm glad your S is taking classes he likes, senior year last year for my S was great, now he just started his freshman year in college, and loves it. He is also staying at home and driving over each day. My S, like your S is into photography. Is your S involved with his schools yearbook or literary magazine? Have you and he started looking at scholarship possibilities? Check out fastweb, and fill out the form there, putting in info about you, your H, and you S, and they can help match him to scholarships. My S's college gave him an academic scholarship of ten thousand a year for four years. Of course, his C's at school have probably already told you all this.
When will you graduate from school? My sister, whose PREACHER H left her for ow, went back to school a bit at a time, and got her associates degree, and now is almost done with her BA.
I really hope as time goes on, you can get better at being happier with yourself and your life. Is there a way that you could use the college coming up thing to speak with your H about what you can expect from him as far as finances go? And to open up a talk about things in general?
Well, I hope your Saturday is a fun one, my S wants me to help him with fixing up one of our old cars. Luckily, I have a bit of testosterone that makes me like to do stuff like that, and to watch guy movies like Dumb and Dumber!! vc