Originally Posted By: PEI
"why am I not good enough to love?"


Wow that's a big one! But true.

As LBS's we start out behind the 8 ball.

IMO this is the BIGGEST goal of the LBS.

To know themselves. To feel worthy of the love we might feel for another.

For only feeling worhty of it can you give it freely.

And we think that someone else can provide that but they really can't.

Ever.

Originally Posted By: PEI
If it's not H, then you need to figure out what you want.


And how do you know what that is?

I have described it this way before:

Your time with your H is like emotional gravity.

Just like the gravity of the sun makes the earth circle it

So as we, will ever be drawn to our beloved

Made heavy by the memory of time.

Yet we

Have the opportunity to know that...

And decide a path based on what we want and not some

Well...

Uncontrollable. Constant.unviversal. predictable. fathomable. formulaic...

Thing.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am