Thanks pickle, beatrice.

I figured he would go back into the tunnel today and i was right. But h did come to me to talk a little. He said

1. I want to come to some resolution regarding the outcome. I cant help how i feel about wanting to be free.

2. If i didnt want to be here i would have just walked out.

3. I cant go through heavy emotional crap every day, i need you to relax

4. I want to find a way to be happy with you but i dont think i can.

I asked him if there was anything about me he wished i would change....and he said no, that there was nothing wrong with me...

Here is the thing....obviously he is not happy with me, and something must be wrong that needs to change. He is giving me nothing to go on.

I want to change what is wrong...how does one do this if you dont know.

Right now i'm going to keep working at gal.