Ok, not going to do this.....it would just be more of the same and wouldnt achieve anything. I just find it so hard on weekends wondering what she is doing, where she is. We would spend the whole weekend together. It's been 4.5 mths since she said she wanted out. Throughout that time, I have not seen one indication that she may be reconsidering her decision. She is confident, planned and it all seems so well thought out. Just feeling really down and really devastated at the moment and struggling to accept that this is over and I will never hold or touch her again. God, I f'd up my life and what I had.
M 35 W 31 Separated 2/2011 but still together Ended it 4/2011 Together 8 yrs Married 3.5 yrs Lawyers involved 6/2011
