Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer I'm busy getting stronger
I can not honestly say that I have gone an entire month with out crying but for the most part I am getting "a little bit stronger" as time goes on.
We've settled pretty nicely into our new (rented) house. x was none too happy when he found out I had no intentions of letting him have access to my home! He actually expected to come here and hang out. He says I am making it difficult for him to see the boys. He is delusional! He rarely sees them but that is his choice. I specifically had the D papers worded to say he could have them "at his will".
I seldom have any contact with him and I very rarely initiate it. If I do it is strictly business and via email only.
I am not dating and really have no desire to. Work is good and thankfully, I finally have my head back into it. My only real complaint with myself is that even though I go to boot camp and work out three times a week I have steadily been gaining weight! ugh I need to get a handle on my eating habits, summer was basically a "feeding frenzy" lol
I guess that is about all news... here is a link to my prior thread It's my life!
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
