I was DB'ing but just discovered an affair

[NTX_Dad]

Apparently I just got off of moderation today. Woot!

Earlier this summer I was really upset and consumed by my sitch. I noticed as the summer went on, I became less and less anxious about it.

I fully expected to become deeply sad, upset, and anxious after she moved out last week. So far it hasn't happened. I don't know why. Is it because I've been dealing with the possibility all summer? Is it because I know the most likely outcome now? Perhaps I stopped loving her?

I did start taking Lexapro earlier this summer, so maybe that's helping, or maybe my dosage is too high. I do feel anger in small doses, and I was happy most of the weekend when I had my daughter.