Going on two weeks of really pleasant interaction with my H. He wants to be at the house more often, is becoming more and more affectionate, is texting just to chat or tell me about his work, something funny the kids have done, etc., and we are getting along very well. I'm still holding him at an arm's length emotionally...really tired of getting my heart broken over and over. I now realize that I continued to set myself up for that, and I refuse to do that anymore. Taking things one day at a time is working well for me right now.
I feel like I've come further in the time we have been separated (2 months) than I have in the 3 years since we starting having problems.
Also, he is taking a fly fishing trip with a friend of his next month. This friend is a very positive role model for my H, both professionally as well as personally. He is a great family Christian man. I am praying that this will be a good time for my H in many ways.
The best feeling for me right now is KNOWING that I will not only be "okay" but that I will be fantastic no matter what happens to our M. My kids, H, family and friends all see that in my right now, too. That is a very good thing!
