In the eye of my storm

[Redo]

I'd like to think that I am drawing her back to me

If you want your sanity, i'd try not to go that side of thinking. It just ends up in disappointment.

In my case the more i tried to do anything where there was a teeniest amount of redirection toward wife, it just ended up bad because most of the time wife would care less.

Nowadays i just do stuff because i wanna do it. Not because i think wife might see something there. At-least it makes me happy. I think i am really starting to care less about how it affects wife. whether she learns something or not.

I dunno. At-least for me, it keeps me from going crazy

All the best in your job hunt in NM man.