Well.... I did good. I DBed like a champ... even tho' I knew it was coming. I could sense it.. I could smell it.
He's not going to be coming home. He's going to find someplace else to live. He has stated that we're now separated. He wants a divorce.
There were lots of tears. Lots of hugs. He has apologized profusely for the evils he has done me. He is so sorry. He just doesn't want to be in a relationship with me. More apologies about him being an awful husband. He spent a long time beating himself up.
I let him know that I care for him very much. And that he is very special to me. And I wished him luck on the journey he has to take without me.
He's gone now. Gone to take a drive somewhere.
I've finished up my crying. Now I just ache.. numb... my head is throbbing.
