I am asking myself ...can i live without h. When i examine this, the anxiety is overwhelming and i feel a sense of desperation.
My fear about detaching is...if i do this, he may see it as another reason to get going. He wants to end things because he says he has no chemistry with me.
I need to read the books but i cant buy them or he will see the purchase.
Thank you tamf, starting over. I'm coming her and re-reading everyone's posts often. For some reason im having a tough time either retaining or understanding. Sorry guys! The cloud of fof and anxiety is thick.
