So sorry sweetie. Nothing to add just echoing JB and JS. Your emotions are running at an EXTREME high. It took me at least a month to calm down.. and I still find myself getting angry at times.
Action vs reaction will be crucial in this tough time. If you think you are reacting, post here first. You have our ears, our support, and our prayers.
((( )))
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.