Thank you 25yearsmlc and AJM. Work is good. Meeting new people. It is strange though because when I do meet someone new I will sometimes think to myself- do they know me? my situation?
Probably not but being honest. I still feel like its something I am embarresed about. Completely backwards but like they will wonder-whats wrong with her? Why did her H do that to her?

I had to call H this morn for money for groceries. I was polite but did tell him I will not continue to do this so if he doesn't keep money in there the L can file a support order to Make him pay. Okay he said.
I asked if he was getting a lawyer. He said he has no choice. What I am asking for is unresonable. I said I didn't agree.
I asked when he would see his kids and he hung up on me!
Unbelievable.