Everyday is a new day. Your future right now is a blank screen, after years of having a perfect picture already drawn out, like someone came and just wiped the erase dry board clean.
You have two options
1. Mourn the loss of the wiped image 2. Create a new one that can be anything you want
Sounds easy right?
It is not. It is painful and hard but it is the only option you have. Going forward things will seem out of place and you will go in waves from heartbroken and anger to disbelief and shock.
Those feelings will become less and less painful for you.