You are doing SO well! Don't let yourself get scared...just keep going forward and stay consistent with the positive changes you have made and are making. It's positively affecting every aspect of your life and the lives of your loved ones. You are doing an awesome job at DB'ing. Hold on to that ray of light that is giving you hope...it will continue to get brighter every day in your life!
Know that I support you and am hoping for great things to continue happening!