Yesterday XW calls me at work. Says her GF's (with whom she goes to Jags games with) H had a heart attack over the weekend and died, suddenly and unexpectedly. Asked me to keep her in my prayers. "Ok," didn't know what else to say.
I've been trying to keep up with reading some other people's threads when I have the time. But the more I read of all the pain and struggles and being in limbo and MLCers and WAS's and LBS's the more I sense a littlt peace that I am at least 90% done with all that sh!t.
Yesterday's news makes me wonder though. And I shouldn't. My kids are so fortunate they have their mother. But personally for me, is it easier to move past the death of a loved one, than to endure the rejection and betrayal of having divoce forced upon you? These are the kinds of thoughts that creep in from time to time, especially when your roommate, inadvertantly touches a raw nerve.
I still have issues (as I confessed earlier) but at least I have some concrete things to look forward to. Some of you on this forum, don't even know what's around the next corner. I'll keep you in my prayers too.
Pickle
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
