25yearsmlc- Hi! Thanks. I am okay. Getting everyone into their routine now. Just started work. I think I will like it.
Now that I have filed, I am just waiting for him to respond to my L or get his own. Haven't heard a word. Something changed in me though. A good thing. I feel so much more detached. I feel like I have more clarity as to why this happened. And the "whys' are only important to me. No one else. Part of me prays he will turn around and come back a completely changed man. But, the other part of me knows I will be fine if not better without him now. I can't live like the way I was when he was here. He is a very unhealthy man. Not willing to get help. I did have a thought yesterday -how will I ever trust another man? How do I know they are not just looking for their next conquest? How do I believe they are really who they say they are?
