My faith gives me the courage to move forward

[MrBond]

That doesn't make sense. You "suspected" that the money was stolen but you didn't have any proof. Why did you call the cops if you didn't have proof? Plus, if it was such a large amount, why weren't you carrying it?

By the calling the cops, did you ever think about how that would ruin your relationship with your nephew and your sister? Did you even realize how accusatory you were towards him and his girlfriends, just like how you are with your H. It's the same way you've been treating the guys you went out with. Your motto seems to be everyone is nice to your face, but evil inside.

Have you been getting help? I seriously think you're letting your paranoia affect other parts of your life and you really don't seem to understand that. Do you really want to isolate yourself and distrust everyone in your life? You've even taken that same tone with your son.