We had another great day yesterday as a family spending time outdoors together biking and swimming. The weather has cooled off a bit here in Texas, such a nice change (we've gone from baking at 105+ to a breezy high of 82 today)!
I think I've come to a point in this journey where I'm done with the finger-pointing of H's flaws and am ready to embrace acknowledging & changing MY flaws. I realize that I've brought my equal share of problems to the marriage table. Even if we do go through with the divorce (I can honestly say I have no idea if that will happen or not), I want to come out of this being a better person. Spending time alone during our separation has allowed me to look within myself, and I see some things I don't like so much. I feel like I'm transitioning from a mindset of changing my marriage for the better to changing MYSELF for the better. Does any of this make sense to anyone out there?
