Sorry your struggling. Reading your posts from the past few days I can completely relate. It is hard to not obsess over all the ifs/ands/but's even if we know it isn't doing anything but driving ourselves crazy. It's hard being the LBS, I wonder if it is easier being the WAS. Some days my biggest accomplishment is getting out of bed for the day, and then others I can function like there isn't anything wrong in my life at all. What is hard for me to deal with is I make plans for the future anticipating that my H will not be a part of it. That makes me very, very sad.
Just hang in there AC, we'll get through this.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
