I'm catching up on the board after not visiting for a few days. I just read your posts from last night and I'm so sorry you had a rough evening. Like jb said, it must be something in the air; I found myself walking through my empty house and breaking down, also. I thought of my W, in her new home 10 miles away, and wondered what she was doing...was she happy? Miserable? Lonely? Was she online with the OM making big plans for his eventual arrival?
You have completely reinvented yourself, DG. You have done, and are doing, everything you can to make yourself into the person you truly want to be, and you're doing it for all the right reasons. We see it, your kids see it, your friends see it...if your H can't, or doesn't want to see it, that is his problem and his loss.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
