I'll answer other specs later - gotta get ready for work now - but I want to say her complaint over the last few years was that she didn't feel 'emotionally connected' to me. Like I'm all in my 'head' and not emotional enough. she said last night that it's something where you can just tell how someonefeels without words or something of the sort. That it can't be learned or read or ......
She also tells me I've come a LONG way in the past 4 years or so in emotional growth (which led me to say -- if I hadn't made any progress, i could understand your leaving...) She said last night I've grown so much, and she doesnt want me to overlook that. She knows I love her. She just is looking for something different (it seems to be an effortless emotional connection). She had that with her EA 4 years ago and apparently has it with OW now. Damn my intellectual [censored]. I've actually TRIED so hard for this type of connection with her === Lord knows I've tried consistently over the years to show her my love. But she wants something effortless, without needing words. Hmm... poetic huh?
Me (f): 45 W(f) 35 T: 13 y C: S4 adopted at birth 6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up 8-28-11 OW confirmed
