That was beautiful, TG. I don't think my XH knows the love is there from me--I don't think he thinks he is "worthy" or "deserving" of it, but then, as I've told him before, "deserving ain't got nothing to do with it" (I think I'm quoting Clint Eastwood?) and this is the meaning of unconditional love.

I'm glad to know you are in a similar place to me right now as it feels less lonely as a result :-)

What a tough, tough path...but there are reasons for all of it. I know it.

M45
Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11
Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy
"Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying