Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

thanks Val. I didn't even think of protein bars. Great idea. I will get some tomorrow.

Well, i blew it again. Damn mouth. R talk. She says her head is not there. She is DONE with me and has been for a long time. She says she has been feeling that way for along time before bomb. she's moved past us. I didn't give her the emotional connection. Etc. etc... etc....

I am SO depressed I want to die. Seriously. I do.