Just trying to hold on, while i feel my world is crashing in. Cant breathe...feel trapped in a nightmare.
He said he would go to mc, open to the possibility that we could work through it and be together, however he also said not to get my hopes up because he wants to be free.
I guess i feel thankful for that much...but i still feel no hope.
Thank you guys for being here...i have no one to talk with about this today and really do need a counselor.
It is so hard not to snoop, before i snooped i went through it in my mind wether or not i would be ready for anything i would find. I just needed the truth.
H has been crying off and on today. We both have. I asked him if he was ok and all he said was that he was sorry about the pain he is causing me and that he is feeling sad. Even if this does not work out for us as a couple, going to counseling will hopefully help him with what he is going through.
