The PMA is so hard sometimes. I live with my W - while she's having an A... and for me it's a matter of constant acting as if and waiting for the feelings to catch up to the behavior. If i'm really busy it's better --- but this stupid holiday weekend has messed me up with that.

As if As if As if!!!!


Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed