Having a tougher day today, PMA 5/10.

My mood is not due to my wife, but my own anxiety and frustration with my sitch. I am feeling anxiety today thinking about the future of our R. I know I should go out and exercise tonight, I was thinking I might get on the bike and just ride. My W is happy that I have been able to sell some of the toys from her business. She offered to me that I could keep $10.00 for my time and effort, I responded no thanks. I don't know why but it upset me that she offered (via text). I will make sure not to make any mention of it when she gets home from work tonight. I am in touch with her via text to keep on top of what she wants sold and for how much. I am trying to keep my responses as short as possible. I have got a lot of chores done today, 2 loads of laundry, grass mowed, kids fed, house vacuumed, toys sold, dishes done, and the most tiring of all, getting the kids to clean their rooms.

I do feel like I made some headway last week in GAL. And my W did wonder as to my late whereabouts, so, that's good, and I really did enjoy the time out too.

Now does anyone have any suggestions on keeping the changes going and keeping a PMA?

What other activities could I do to show her that I have moved on?

Any tips for detaching?


Johnnie


Me 45 W 34 W.A.W.
3K. D11 S9 D6
M 12 y T 13 y
Bomb drop 02/22/2011
2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011
Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011