Hey AC, Sorry you are having a rough weekend. No need to apologize. Express your feelings here. We've all been there or are there.
Your feelings are completely normal. It is extremely difficult during the first month or two of the separation. ((( ))).
IMO - The thing about feelings is that they kinda can't be trusted. Not while we are in our own pain.. our own fog at least. We go back and forth so many times. One minute we want to give up, the next minute we want to fight like he!!.
Realize your rollercoaster and try not to make any decisions while you are on it. The saying is "when you're ready, you will know".
It's silly but time really does help. Unfortunately that is out of your control. Control You, Live in today. Don't worry about the future.
Hang in there.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
