Day three of the holiday weekend w/o H and still no contact. No idea what time he may be home. I will try to make a nice dinner and be happy to see him, although at this point I will really have to dig down deep to find that happiness to see him. It is covered by anger and fear right now.

Me: 32/ H: 32/ S13/ D5
T: 15/ M: 8
Rock bottom: 4/11
ILYB: 5/11, but I knew it at least a yr before
Gaining acceptance: 8/11

You must be the change you wish to see. - Mahatma Gandhi