Really tough day today. Stupidly went on a ‘date’ with a girl I haven’t seen in 10 yrs on Saturday night…was nothing in it, just catching up. But I’ve been so down and sad since. I spent the whole time comparing her to my W, missing my W, wondering where she is, if she is with another guy etc. Hating it…..and yes Country you were right, I’m in no way ready for anything. Booked some IC this week. Every time I feel like things are on the improve, it just gets bad again. Having contact with my W last week just made me think of her more and more and miss her so much, and everything we had together. Life really sux at the moment. Almost feel like I need a break from everything, even this Board as it just makes me obsess more and more.
M 35 W 31 Separated 2/2011 but still together Ended it 4/2011 Together 8 yrs Married 3.5 yrs Lawyers involved 6/2011
