It's been awhile since I have wrote anything on here. I have just been doing my own thing lots of GAL, school, and work. I hadn't talked to H in almost two months and then I got a text from him last week monday. He wanted to check on me and see how I was doing since I have been served with papers.
I laugh because for someone that had told me he is in a relationship with the roommate he is now wanting to be FWB with me.
I told him that I heard that him and the roommate were happy together and his response to that he is happy being that he is going to be a dad. That was about all he said about that.
I told him I was glad that I am not the one who was pregnant because I now see he would have gone somewhere else to satisfy his needs. He then tells me, if it was me he wouldn't go anywhere because he is talking to me.
I ended up meeting up with him thursday and we had a really good talk. He told me that no matter what happens he still cares about me. Of course, he had his hand on my cheek and was looking into my eyes when he said this. I'm not trying to read too much into our peacefully visit that we had. He looked like he missed the was I am with him and my holding his index finger locked in mine. He smiled when I did that when he looked at my hand.
He lingered a little before he left to go to a call for the business. He kind of stood there with the door open looking at me before he closed it. I left before he did.
I'm not sure if this is close to the end of this thing with her or not. Is it wrong for me to not her have a baby with my H? I guess I'll continue what I'm doing which is worrying about me and staying in my drama free zone. Any thoughts on this? 2x4s?
M 27 H 27 M 1yr and 5mths together: 8yrs no kids separated since: 1/26/11 H filed and had me served: 7/6/11
