WAW in Los Angeles

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Update:

My WAW came by today. She stressed again what she said on the phone--that she no longer wants to contribute to the mortgage and wants to move on. She is having her an attorney draft a settlement agreement and to schedule a court date, anticipating that I will challenge.

She then began creating an inventory of our things to decide who will get what.

I wish I could say that I was able to remain emotionless, but I couldn't. It was painful and made me angry/sad. What was evident is that she is still quite angry and emotional about our M. We've been separated for 6 months and the emotions are still raw like it was yesterday when she dropped the bomb.

I thought I had made some progress in GAL and detaching. The moment she left, I balled like a child. I'm doing my best to bounce back, but it's so difficult. It's hard not to focus on the inevitability of the sitx.

Haven't been this down in awhile.