Of course you still love him like crazy, you never saw this coming. But you are only responsible for your half of the M. He's responsible for his half.
All we can all do is work on ourselves and hope they give us another chance when they start missing what they had. Because I think he will miss what he had, Julz. How could he not? You have children together. He's in the affair fog right now but soon enough, he's going to have to face reality.
My H is acting like a wingnut and I still love him too despite what he's put me through so I definitely understand why you still want him back.
I doubt this new R of his will last.
And you may think you're ready to date, but are you really ready?
