I'm baaaack! haha. Last I tuned in here I had put a period on the texting. He was responding to each message but by content impossible to determine if it could mean anything.
I had said if it's meant to be... the universe should give me a sign. So after not laying eyes on the man for over a year, I suddenly started to see him, or his car on the road more exactly, several times throughout August. Pretty sure he didn't see me though. Over 2.5 million people in my borough. Just seeing him on the road is remarkable. For perspective sake consider I live a mile away from my exh and never have seen him once in 6 years. What could it mean that we are at same place at the same time so often? then
Yesterday when I stepped out I had a huge surprise to find his car parked in front of my house! My knees trembled and my heart pounded. What could his car be doing on my block?! When I reached home from work it was gone and I thought what a crazy coincidence and I supposed something that random can't happen again.
Wrong!
Today I was out walking and he shouted out to me in surprise... I was walking right past him. Gosh! He looks great. And he was happy to see me. We talked for quite a while, like seeing a long lost pal. We were both smiling and conversation was easy. We had a few laughs. And I know there's something still there - I could see it on his face, and I could feel it. So it turns out he's got a work project around the corner from me until Tuesday. After 15-20 minutes I told him he should get back to work and that I had to go get ready for my day. He said "I'll see you later". I know it's just an expression, but I want to read it as a little slip of the tongue meaning he wants to see me later.
I feel soooo good today. Just to see him.... put sunshine into my day.
Tomorrow there's a huge festival in my neighborhood and I had asked him if he was going to step out to see the parade and he said he can't break from the job so he'll miss it. I will be getting lunch out at the event and meeting friends at my house. The food vendors will be selling food from his country. So now I'm considering getting him a plate of his favorite food and deliver it to him at his job site on my way home. And then .... what!? I won't be able to hang out cuz i'll be meeting girlfriends in my garden. But I think this could be the "sign" I hoped the universe would throw me. If I bring him lunch - I may also be bold enough to suggest he call me sometime if he wants to chat or go catch a movie or have a drink, whatever. Maybe he'll say no thanks, and I will put it all to rest. Or maybe he'll say "ok, that sounds good"
I think it means something that he randomly parked in front of my building. And that I happened to be walking by his job site just after he had stepped out for a minute. Coincidence? Destiny? Divine assistance? Hmmm...